Chocolate By The Bald Man

"The terrible thing, the almost impossible thing, is to hand over your whole self-all your wishes & precautions-to Christ."

But i needs to does it... Or else...

Christmas Is So Not Blissless

I can say that I had a lot of fun today. I felt a lot of love going around amongst our family. Also from all the money that I received muhahahaha! Money is such a funny thing. Although you might quote that "I don't care about the money." This is not true. Five things that I need to be happy are...

Money, Health, Growth, Love, Freedom

It seems that I have enough of everything at this moment to be content. I'm excited for the retreat. Even though I wish more people were going I think its still going to be fun with just us four. lolol. It's been a pretty happy first week of winter break. BRING ON THE SEHBEH MONEY!!!!

WORD IS BORN

Alright so...

First I go to a pole... but then I chicken out...

I feel like I saw someone coming... but no...

Then I went to a large brick... fumble though

Waiting... BAM...my mind is blown!

I was so nervous... I felt adrenaline...

Next I got to a mailbox... yet again success!

This time I'm doing pretty well-

With a different medium I get to a sign-

Scribble ten letters-

and [Word Is Born] is born...

twofaced

seems truefaced to those with truetaste because it's only half.

a person without opinion-

burying deep within their hearts-

the contradictions begin thereafter-

saturated with only what is present-

housing in over the darkness-

no matter how hard you dig-

you fill it up just as hard-

how twofaced are those without truetaste

how twofaced are they without truetaste

how twofaced is she without truetaste

how twofaced is he without truetaste

how twofaced am i without truetaste

how two faced are you to think you possess truetaste

only after reading my twofaced

Inspiration?

I'm adding an E at the end of rap, I just rape... lolol! I used this line in a freestyle today, I got some pretty positive feedback from my fellow black brethren. Just kidding it was just Asians. But yes I have recently taken up reading Decoded, and the book is very inspiring. Even though I've only read a couple of pages. Here's a quote, "All he had were his eyes, taking in everything, and the words inside him. I was dazzled. That's some cool shit was the first thing I thought. Then: I could do that." I think Sean captures the moment of becoming inspired and excited very well. It is the moment and thought process that can be identified with every single rapper. Although it might not happen for every single person this way, in such a such movement the basic idea is still there. I'll find a way to do true hip-hop.

how do you deal with anger? i am so incredibly enraged with everything. i have too much regret in my heart it makes me want to fall into nothingness. music makes it slightly better but thats only because its making me not think about it. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Picasso criticized Matisse for making art something relaxed. He said that anyone can be like Matisse and do his paintings. There is no talent in comfort. Art should be like glass shards tearing at your brain. 1% Effort 99% Ill

[Laughter]

Rorschach: I heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he’s depressed. Says life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, “Treatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go see him. That should pick you up.” Man bursts into tears. Says, “But doctor… I am Pagliacci.” Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains.

Who will supply the world with the what it needs?

Who will narrow our vision to only what we want to see?

Who will force a smile onto grievance?

Who will rip and tear the heart out of the Sons of God

And watch cheerfully at the broken house?

Who but I?

Vyle

I'm feeling a very intense right now. At this moment there is a fist beating in the love that stirs inside my body. My eyes, my hands, my lungs. I've become troubled by emotions and sensations of the mind. Paradoxes cloud my vision of logic. I feel like everything I touch can be destroyed, and everything I think will be created. I need the thoughts I have to win over the opposing factors. I smile at the injustice that cannot be helped. For I do not care enough to do anything that my mind does not desire. But trust in who I am, and that I am in the right state of mind. This is when I am most frank with myself. Honesty is important I suppose, but we love to conserve the perfect picture of ourselves. I love the conserve the perfect picture of myself. Sadly my desire does not suffice to this standard.

但气势宏大，所以人们常用泰山作比喻，说“稳如泰山” 或＂重于泰山“

[He] shows [his] sense of independence because he is able to distance [himself] from the community. [Em's] definition of a great man is “being able to be in the midst of the crowd and keep perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.” [His] appearance reveals, [he] easily conform to many things. He conforms to the way of [Thomas] and does exactly as [Tom] says. To the life of [Mrs. Winter], although he does not like to do as the authority of society tells him, he still follows. It may seem to you like [his] hope of becoming a great man might be lost, but there is still a gleam of light in his tunnel of self-reliance.

Little solace comes to those who grieve when thoughts keep drifting as walls keep shifting and this great blue world of ours seems a house of leaves moments before the wind.

Let my ART be like it is written on the walls of toilets...

[WASTED TIME]

I have finally decided to accept this situation and turn my lemons into diamonds.

DYNOMIGHT!!!

Black Dynamite!! You must watch this movie. Every single person on this planet should watch this movie! It's soooooo funny! I mean look at Black Dynamite's face.... you know you want to!

Whats the better question?

Sometimes life if just super hard, and everything just seems against you. Why does the world hate me? Why does the world suck? Why did I have to be born into such a bad life?...

I realized that the better question to ask in these situations where there seems like there is so much bad in the world is to ask, "Why is there so much good in the world?"

The air I breathe

The ground I stand

The things I see

The music I hear

I life I live

How good are all these things? Who blessed me so much to put me in a world with so much good?

I'll Remember You...

LETS ROCK BAND

Crooked Teeth- Death Cab For Cutie

CLICK HERE IF YOU WANNA LEARN IT BABY!

BUT THERES A LIGHT ON

my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said

cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

she took me down and said:
"boys like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads

cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

you want apologies
girl, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
(...every pane of glass) the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
(every pane of) i hope they taste of me forever

and there's a light on in chicago (every pane of glass)
and i know i should be home (every pane of)
all the colors of the street signs.. (every pane of glass!)
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's

with every breath i wish your body will be broken again, again
with every breath i wish your body would be broken again, again
with every breath i wish your body will be broken again, again
with every breath i wish your body would be broken again

hehe

I miss you ^^
A lot...
Probably know its you

New Start

Praise band is something that I find to have great passion for...

But passion just doesn't cut it sometimes! A great man told me once, "You need passion and skill to make maximum impact!"

I will be starting to recruit some skill on our team this week. I will be on the look out for anyone with talent and skill.

I just finished cleaning up the stage this morning, along with a new set up for the whole band. Hopefully it will work out. I think it looks much neater to me and more organized.

For the time I have being praise leader, I need to be able to bring out the best in the members and the congregation. I need spiritual wisdom and guidance from God. Please pray for me and the team.

LETS PRAISE THE LORD

Influence

Today I went to a Korean and English youth group service. It was much better than I expected it to be. The speaker spoke about how much music has an influence in our life. I was disapointed that I couldn't go to pastor Dougs service but God nevers fails me. Today was a blessing.

Random thoughts...
- I bought a lot of new t-shirts in Korea.
- I might buy myself a new iPod.
- I bought two new pairs of shoes (THEY WERE CHEAP :P)
- I bought some useless but meaningful things >:[]
- Just buying a lot

New Start

Hello everyone, I have decided to get back from my haitus and to start blogging again (I know you guys are happy). I would update you on my thoughts, but theres not that much I can tell you so here's a simple update.

- I'm in Korea

- I just got back from Japan

- My blog just had a Rebirth

- School is starting soon

- The fun of blogging is all coming back to me

- I miss you >:[]

How exciting is that?! Let's hope for the best of my next 100 posts :)

Congratulations To Me

For my 100th post. I have succeeded in writing 100 posts about how I feel? I want to try and step up my game, but I'm not sure how. If you guys have any suggestions on how I should improve my thoughts? Haha... hmmm maybe I should stop this blog? I don't feel like anyone reads my blogs and gets any real use out of them... So I guess this might be my goodbye.

Happy 100

Riot on my hands

Today I was trying to get some writing done. In trying to find inspiration from other artist I end up comparing myself. I'm never sure if I'll be good enough. But what else do I have? I am no longer afraid of failure because it's not an option in my life. I will succeed without a doubt. God gave my this amazing life where I can be happy, so I'll do the best I can to be better than the best I can.

May God give me the power of will...

Movie Review: Eclipse -__-

So I've decided to start reviewing every single movie I see. Starting with Eclipse while it's still fresh in my mind. Here we go...

So there is nothing really new that this movie has to offer. The other two are pretty much exactly the same. Bella Swan, the main female protagonist is whining about something and Edward, the main male protagonist wants to protect her. I feel like there are a lot of flaws in the movie. I mean it just makes it look like they did not put a lot of effort into the movie. I'm convinced that the director was not trying to make a good movie... instead he was trying to make a good chunk of money. There a lot of pointless scenes that are in the movie where the camera is on Bella and Edward or Jacob... most of the time kissing? And if this makes little five year old girls want to buy the Twilight action figures then these guys are definitely ballin!

So basically... there aren't any terribly bad parts of the movie BUT there aren't any good parts. I give it a... 7.0

Random Notes About the Movie:

- I did not realize that all vampires were made out of crystal... this is very new.

- Also did not realize that vampires were highly flammable... she just burst into flames?

- LOL at when Jacob said he was hotter than Edward

- Edward is Greasy... which might make sense to the second thing I said. I mean if the body grease that these vampires emit are flammable then that would explain the bursting into flames!

ONE HUNDRED

For the things I have no control over I know God does.

Rebirth

From Dusk to Dawn

As well all lust and fall

The Pilates conscious of his call

and the killing of us all

But we stall in knowing

That we fall tall

Of all the lucid fornication

No need for hesitation

Decimation of this nation

It's enough for our generation

Theres no merit for good

So the Doctors losing patients

So the patients are to blame

Though the searing and the flame

The games no longer a game

It's the wrecking of a train

I reckon I'm too late

It's hectic but its fate

For all the world to see

Resurrect on Easter Day

But we drive ourselves insane

Lacking knowledge when to save

To know that we've been saved

But counting seconds till the day

Drive slow…

But slowly go faster

The mans on hold

Cuz he knows what happens after

Life's clammily disaster

In this life of a cancer

If the question is the answer

Then please tell the asker

IM A GENIUS

Hello There

I know its been a while but what better time to write a blog than four in the morning.

Some stuff thats been going on lately...

1) Whats most on my mind... Working on MixTape

- You basically take a good amount of instrumentals and you rap over them making our own songs and eventually making your own mix tape.

2) Another thing is... JAPAN! Mission training!

- Its tough but I surprise myself in how much I enjoy it. (VIDEO BELOW)

3) I've been pretty movie junkieish... lots and lots of movies. Maybe I'll post some stuff about it.

- I am about to watch Sympathy for Lady Vengeance... lols

Summer

So much to do

Drugged Up On Music...

Whether it would be Rap... Rock... Pop... Classical... Electronica... I've been listening to it the past few weeks. Might be because of the stress of finals or maybe I've just decided to love music even more. Just finished listening to BEG discography that I received as a gift and besides some of the poppy things that I've already heard I was quite impressed. Singing skills obviously incredible but some of the things that the actual members of the group wrote differ in the way it is sung from the ones that the company provide. Still both sound good. Also just finished listening to Gorillaz discography... Now if you really can appreciate this type of music I highly recommend the Gorillaz. Its just so impressive how musically talented these people are. Their music really gets your mind to think... its very much towards the art side of music where they do not consider a genre but they just decide to throw at you their emotions while making it sound good. There is a lot more that I have listened to but I will not discuss. If you have any suggestions... Please feed into my music junkieness right now.

Pride

A good amount though...

Skills

Hmm me too

I guess I'll put up my verse too... I don't feel like I did a good job of portraying what the Korean war meant to me... but my new sixteen is yet to come... Also another song in production, although its in its baby stage I can feel that it is slowly learing to crawl...

Is it crazy that a man would dies for what he is

To fight for his life and fight for what is his

Does he not have the right the purpose that he lives?

Aspired with motivation defined by heritage

This God sent gift, was he not meant to cherish it

From the date of his birth, was he not truly meant for this?

There’s something in his heart that tells him he was meant to live

The drowning of his life is but a plank in this sunken ship

This Injustice viciousness, is the slit to the wrist

Taken with bloody mist, movements taken so swift

From the dying soldiers lips, signs a dying solders’ wish

To unite what was split, and see the faces of his kids

It’s the dying mans love and hope that never fails,

Cuz the dying mans love and hope was never frail

Even down the lonely trails, God’s justice will prevail

Post war sixty years and his ship has yet to sail

I pray for flow...

RongYi

RongYi RongYi RongYi RongYi RongYi RongYi RongYi RongYi

ART ART ART...

One of the greatest gifts of God to man kind. The word talent is meaningless in the world of art. I feel like people give up on themselves too easily when it comes to my art class. There are so many projects that had potential to be great but instead turn into second rate drawings or paintings. Art is all about the patience that you have for it... Art should not be work. When someone tells you to work really hard on a piece of art they are telling you to put more and more love into what you do. Your soul is art. Basically take you are taking a knife and just cutting a piece of your soul and just sticking it onto whatever medium. I'm just thankful for it.

BEATS!!!!

I GOT ME SOME BEETS

JUST KIDDING... I got me some Beats by Dr. Dre

Righting is Tough

TAKE YOUR SWAG, SHOVE IT IN A BAG AND COAT CHECK IT

It is a glorious day for music...

Creating, Listening, and Living Music

I am inspired by life itself

The fact that I am able to live it

Happiness comes from Love

And boy do I love Music

Music is my wife... music is my life... If music was a pizza pie then I would want a slice XD

Lols.... and something to do with dice I don't remember

PEACE

안녕...

안녕이라고 말하지 마...
안녕이라고 말하고 말하지 마...
안녕이라고 말하고 말하고 말하지 마...
안녕이라고 말하고 말하고 말하고 말하지 마...

Blogging on the iPad

So today I decided to blog on the iPad and see how to works. So far the typing is very smooth and theres nothing that seems to be too bad. I guess the iPad in general is just great. But the keyboard takes some getting used to. I really like the iPad and the 3G is fast. I'll start to blog more and more on the iPad.

I can even post up images

Pringles ^^

Mr. Pringle Man is taking over my world...

If you think about it its always the perfect potato chip. Its always perfectly shaped and it has a perfect amount of seasoning. The only thing that I don't like about it is how the sauce is on the less comfortable side when you eat it... I might just be sounding like a crazy person. When I got to japan this year I'm gonna buy a butt load of PRINGLES!!!

Something else I love... GA IN!!! XD

King Jint

THE GREATEST

Music

Run - 리쌍

Basick-eh-sick-eh!

funny song ^^

Mix Tape Vol. 2

DOWNLOAD LINK

Verbal Jint VS 조PD

Work, Money, Love?... If you want it you better stand up and Man Up

Life is...

My teachers are boring yet entertaining...

My cousin is loud and hyper yet an architect...

My friends are crazy yet they are still the best...

The world is cold sometimes but I am forever grateful..

Besides all these cool pictures and stuff I was on omegle and I had a funny convo...

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hey

You: EDWARD OR JACOB

You: ?!?!?!

Stranger: edwardd

Stranger: cullen

Stranger: robert pattionsonn

Stranger: all dayy

Stranger: may 13

Stranger: 1986

Stranger: hes turning 24

Stranger: hottie

Stranger: sexxyy stuff

Stranger: but jacob is hot too

Stranger: byee

You: O_O

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

Change (comfort)

"Life is a mystery in all shapes and angles

From crop circles to Bermuda Triangles"

I remember when I was younger in the first grade and my teacher Ms. Kang was reading us a children's book. I'm not sure on the title but it was about how everything changed in the world and it would go through a whole list of things like snowmen, toys, and other things that would easily change. In the end the narrator who was a mom talking to her son would say, "Even though there are so many things that will change in the world there are somethings that will never change... you will always be my son." After reading this book and having my milk and cookies I would take my nap very peacefully :D

Everyones Connected

Okay so today I found out some crazy stuff and I don't really want to get into super detail but here I go anyways...

SO basically I was just doing some random facebook stalking and stuff and I happened to stumble upon my good church buddy Aaron Moon. So I'm just looking at his wall and I see like "something something... I love Christy Yi" or something like that. Anyways so I didn't know he had a girlfriend and I checked his status and it says hes engaged.... So I was like woahh didn't know that either. NOW HERES THE TRIPPY PART. My mother's younger sister's husband's cousin's daughter is Chirsty Yi. O_O sooooo if they got married technically I'd be related to Aaron Moon and all of his family!!! AND!! I also found out that my cousin from my dad's side of the family is also good friends with Christy and her siblings. And I also realized that I was good friends with her toooo since I was like 5 I just couldn't recognize her!

Anywayssssss Its just crazy stuff today... everyones just like one huge family

YOU WILL SEE MY MOVES AND REALIZE THEY ARE THE BEST

This song always made me laugh.. and the other one always came up afterwards in my ipod... contrast

Inspiration

I need some inspiration in life

Something to keep me going

Even when life is a pain

I was writing my autobiography for my dean group and I realize that I have a pretty fulfilling life. There's not really anything in life that I don't look forward to. Even the big changes I know I will get used to them. My life = Happiness. What about you?

You Are...

"Every note carved into musical history
A simile, a metaphor, words not enough to entrust to you,
Trust that it's true
We must have clue, but we asked for evidence
Dwell on passing sentiments, though we bask in eminence
Every moment, every day,
Busy getting paid away,
The soul fades away into a grainy shade of grey"

"I got a couple of problems

A thousand puzzles runnin' through my head
But I think that you could solve them
You're always just one step ahead"

"The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,

So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it. "

"Oh so beutiful

손에 쥔 당신의 독사진
세상의 환호성에 파묻힌
내 미친 사랑의 속삭임
듣고 있지도 않겠죠
난 죽어도 안되겠죠
그러겠죠 다음 세상에도
내가 누군지도 모르고 살겠죠
너무나도 그댈 가지고 싶어 "

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Chuck Norris was having sex in a tractor trailer and some semen got into the engine... this truck is now known as Optimus Prime :D

INTERNET

Life has been intersting for the two weeks without internet...

Intrestingly horrific and painful D:

BUT I can finally blog again... I AM BACK

Guess whos back?

Back Again

Tim is Back

Tell some men

Rub my back

Rub my back

Rub my back ...

GAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGAH

**Korean Hip- Hop**

Verbal Jint - 달리자 (Feat. Swings & Basick)

Happy Ghetto 70th Blog Post

Hah today was a good day :D

Hung out with mary slash had a very good guitar lesson.

Almost did something crazy but things just didnt work out D:

Probly hear more about it on marys blog...

Good songs that I listened to today

Love Again and Tell Yourself by Clazziquai

With my limited time of internet I will tell you about my day at the beach :D

It was fun...

Good stuff today

Early morning prayer the sermon was supposed to be on like 1 Chronicle chapter something and like it was just a whole chapter on geneology... Of course this was probly the most boring thing that I have ever read (except ellen foster). Anyways I was wondering how in the world the speaker would be able to come up with a sermon for this passage and... I found out. One of the most moving sermons I have probably heard... If you wanna know how he did it you should ask God in heaven cuz I have no idea ^^

Today is the start of my second week of springbreak :)
May it be as great as my first
Lunch plans today
Studio today
Lets make $!*^ happen!

OMG SO EXCITED

For the second week of spring break!!!!!
ONLY ONE MORE DAY AND I GET TO HAVE MY SECOND WEEK
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Lols but seriously tis some pretty exciting stuff

More on FF13

It's about this girl named Lightning and she is set out to take down the l'Cei for turning her sister into a pulse. And this other guy named Snow wants to take down l'Cei for turning his fiance into a pulse too. Suprisingly enough they seeking vengance for the same person and all this stuff happens and this black guy tags along named Sazh and this other guy named Hope. Anyways so all this stuff happend and everyone becomes all crystally and stuff and things become really japanese for a while and BAM you have the greatest game ever. This is the FINAL fantasy (except I saw the trailer for number 14 D:) so go and buy it... actually your gonna end up wasting ur life. Just think about how great the game is and pretend to play it :D

MOTHER FATHER

Today is a boring day...
Usually chruch is my favorite place to be but not when I'm here all by myself.
TIS SO LONELY!!!!
SOMEONE COME OVER HERE AND HELP MEEE
I WANNA PLAY FF13 D:
Btw its such a good game... really good and interesting stories.
the graphics... are just like.....

That was my face for like the opening scenes
Everyone should come over to my house to play it!
WE CAN ALL MUNG DAE RYUH TOGETHERRR
OMG I LOVE YOU!!!!!! BUT NOT ENOUGH TO HAVE FUN AT CHURCH BY MYSELF
anyways.... actually no.... nothing to say.... FF

Guitar

Learned this song today...

Sick

My whole body doesnt feel good. I dont really know wats wrong with it. I lose track of time and stuff. Hopefully I'll get better by tmrw...

Not to say were the best or anything but...

We pretty much are :D

This weekend was pretty crazy. I could rarely find any times to fall asleep being so busy with everything. Things turned out pretty well, although there were some dot dot dots everything was pretty fun. I am very grateful for Alice joining praise band, she is an amazing singer. Also really grateful for praise night and how well it went with everyone's contribution. With the recent dinner I had with friends I am to be grateful for a possible member for priase band. Also because of recent complaints of not including someone in my last blog I am grateful for my best friend... Gah gah gah gah gah!