Thursday, November 25, 2010

Vyle

I'm feeling a very intense right now. At this moment there is a fist beating in the love that stirs inside my body. My eyes, my hands, my lungs. I've become troubled by emotions and sensations of the mind. Paradoxes cloud my vision of logic. I feel like everything I touch can be destroyed, and everything I think will be created. I need the thoughts I have to win over the opposing factors. I smile at the injustice that cannot be helped. For I do not care enough to do anything that my mind does not desire. But trust in who I am, and that I am in the right state of mind. This is when I am most frank with myself. Honesty is important I suppose, but we love to conserve the perfect picture of ourselves. I love the conserve the perfect picture of myself. Sadly my desire does not suffice to this standard.

但气势宏大,所以人们常用泰山比喻,说“稳泰山” 或"重于泰山“

[He] shows [his] sense of independence because he is able to distance [himself] from the community. [Em's] definition of a great man is “being able to be in the midst of the crowd and keep perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.” [His] appearance reveals, [he] easily conform to many things. He conforms to the way of [Thomas] and does exactly as [Tom] says. To the life of [Mrs. Winter], although he does not like to do as the authority of society tells him, he still follows. It may seem to you like [his] hope of becoming a great man might be lost, but there is still a gleam of light in his tunnel of self-reliance.

Little solace comes to those who grieve when thoughts keep drifting as walls keep shifting and this great blue world of ours seems a house of leaves moments before the wind.

Let my ART be like it is written on the walls of toilets...

[WASTED TIME]

I have finally decided to accept this situation and turn my lemons into diamonds.