Chocolate By The Bald Man

"The terrible thing, the almost impossible thing, is to hand over your whole self-all your wishes & precautions-to Christ."

But i needs to does it... Or else...

Christmas Is So Not Blissless

I can say that I had a lot of fun today. I felt a lot of love going around amongst our family. Also from all the money that I received muhahahaha! Money is such a funny thing. Although you might quote that "I don't care about the money." This is not true. Five things that I need to be happy are...

Money, Health, Growth, Love, Freedom

It seems that I have enough of everything at this moment to be content. I'm excited for the retreat. Even though I wish more people were going I think its still going to be fun with just us four. lolol. It's been a pretty happy first week of winter break. BRING ON THE SEHBEH MONEY!!!!

WORD IS BORN

Alright so...

First I go to a pole... but then I chicken out...

I feel like I saw someone coming... but no...

Then I went to a large brick... fumble though

Waiting... BAM...my mind is blown!

I was so nervous... I felt adrenaline...

Next I got to a mailbox... yet again success!

This time I'm doing pretty well-

With a different medium I get to a sign-

Scribble ten letters-

and [Word Is Born] is born...

twofaced

seems truefaced to those with truetaste because it's only half.

a person without opinion-

burying deep within their hearts-

the contradictions begin thereafter-

saturated with only what is present-

housing in over the darkness-

no matter how hard you dig-

you fill it up just as hard-

how twofaced are those without truetaste

how twofaced are they without truetaste

how twofaced is she without truetaste

how twofaced is he without truetaste

how twofaced am i without truetaste

how two faced are you to think you possess truetaste

only after reading my twofaced

Inspiration?

I'm adding an E at the end of rap, I just rape... lolol! I used this line in a freestyle today, I got some pretty positive feedback from my fellow black brethren. Just kidding it was just Asians. But yes I have recently taken up reading Decoded, and the book is very inspiring. Even though I've only read a couple of pages. Here's a quote, "All he had were his eyes, taking in everything, and the words inside him. I was dazzled. That's some cool shit was the first thing I thought. Then: I could do that." I think Sean captures the moment of becoming inspired and excited very well. It is the moment and thought process that can be identified with every single rapper. Although it might not happen for every single person this way, in such a such movement the basic idea is still there. I'll find a way to do true hip-hop.

how do you deal with anger? i am so incredibly enraged with everything. i have too much regret in my heart it makes me want to fall into nothingness. music makes it slightly better but thats only because its making me not think about it. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Picasso criticized Matisse for making art something relaxed. He said that anyone can be like Matisse and do his paintings. There is no talent in comfort. Art should be like glass shards tearing at your brain. 1% Effort 99% Ill

[Laughter]

Rorschach: I heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he’s depressed. Says life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, “Treatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go see him. That should pick you up.” Man bursts into tears. Says, “But doctor… I am Pagliacci.” Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains.

Who will supply the world with the what it needs?

Who will narrow our vision to only what we want to see?

Who will force a smile onto grievance?

Who will rip and tear the heart out of the Sons of God

And watch cheerfully at the broken house?

Who but I?