my heart hurts...

It's the same kind of feeling you get if you swallow some candy and it gets stuck in your throat... but just in your chest. I just feel like if I can drink some water or just try to get it down to my stomach I can feel so much more comfortable. Even though I want tell myself that this terrible feeling will soon dissolve a part of me believes that maybe it never will. Could it be that I may be in this condition for the rest of my life? Maybe I will forever live my life in this state of constant choking and suffering. A simple task such as breathing will be the mark of my life. I will never be able to return to a better state of life. It's all down hill from now... Oh... it went away...

How pitiful it is to be so negative and to believe so strongly on one side of life. Nothing is ever single sided. It is narrow minded of you to think in such a way. You have not lived life.