Don't Lose It...

      Creativity is what makes us human.  Without it we have no point in living on.  If we were to live eternally in paradise, the thing that makes paradise paradise is our capability to use our creativity infinitely.  The only reason living eternally is truly living eternally is because no matter how long eternity is we would never run out on things to do.  There would be no point to life or the human existence without it.  It's a true gift from God... the gift of life.  The reason I sometimes feel really ddap ddap hehs is because I slowly lose my creativity.  Everyday as I go to school I feel that I'm stuck in this routine life that is slowly eating away at my soul.  Without God, family, friends, and church keeping my soul alive I wouldn't be able to live.  To keep my creativity going I have to do something that I love... whether its music, writing, drawing, or anything that involves creative process.  My message is not to lose your creativity and to just do what you love.  Keep on doing what makes you happy.  Don't make life miserable... instead use your creativity and make life what it should be.  Tablo said that the reason for him making music is that he simply cannot stop.  The reason why he is one of my heros... he just loves what he does.  Never do anything for someone else.  Most importantly keep the thing that makes life worth living. Don't ever lose it...