Sunday, January 24, 2010

So Amazing

I watched a movie today it was called Up in the air and it was really good. The whole movie was about this guy who as a job was to go around firing people.  People would get really upset and get really depressed.  It made me think about all the hard times that people have in real life.  Another thing that someone recently told me that almost caught me off gaurd and got me to think a lot was that that person told me that she was so dahp dahp hehs in life.  She was so dahp dahp hehs because she knew that God had given her so much and she just wanted to love God as much as she could.  She didn't think that it was fair that God was able to give her so much when she couldn't do much for God.  She desperately wanted to whatever she could to just give up everything to God.  She was willing to give up everything in life even if it meant just dropping out of school to become a missonary or to do whatever God told her to do.  She was somone who got straight A's and it wasn't even a question to her to give up everything she had for God.  Her passion took me by suprise and really got me to think.  Even when I was growing up I always told myself that I would eventually be like my parents in how much spiritually intuned with God they were.  I think subconciously I was and am still just expecting God to do some amazing miracle in my life where I'll just suddenly become a SUPER CHRISTIAN... but then after speaking to this person I realized that I'm supposed to be the one to do what I can.  That I'm supposed to do the miracles with what God has provided me and that I should stop waiting for something amazing to happen.  To her God was everything and I wanted to have that kind of passion like she did.  She didn't wait the amazing moment in her life where she had a crazy revaltion or anything.  Instead every moment in her like was the amazing moment.  I always take for granted everything in life, so thats why I'm currently wiritng this praise song. It's about everything that God has done for us.  It's to remind myself that God is my everything and that in the hard times I should be rejoicing becasue of what God has already done for me.  I realize that when you are not Chrisitian you have a lot to complain about just like the people who got fired in the movie Up in the air.  But as a Christian we should rejoice about life and what we have is "everything" that has been given to us by God.  I'm really happy that that person inspired me to become more passionate for God and I hope in the future I can do the same.  Life is just so amazing...

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